My hope

     I hope that my church helps me. I hope that all they see is me and what I want to do with the ministry. What else matters right? I'm back on track with God and I believe that I'm doing this ministry for  the right reasons.

Be kind with your words

        Your tongue and mouth is the most powerful part of you believe it or not. When you open your mouth to speak to or about someone it can ruin them. If you speak about them to other people and it's bad, negative or untrue, it can ruin their reputation or what that person thinks of them. If you speak to someone and it's negative or mean it may ruin their self esteem. Words hurt people. I think we all were on the receiving end of not so nice or untrue words said about us either  to or behind our backs (I know I have) and yet we continue to hurt each other and it amazes me that we do so.  I think we need to challenge ourselves to do something about this.

So here's the challenge:
Before you speak ask yourself this:

1. is it true?
2. is it helpful?
3. is it hurtful?
4. can it be taken out of context?
5. would you want it to be said about you or a loved one?

Feeling unfit

     I remember in one blog writing about how I felt unfit to run this blog and ministry. I decided that I will no longer let myself feel that way. I will spend time with God and make sure my boyfriend does the same and I will push aside all of the horrible decisions I've made out of my head and move forward. I put out messages to Christian friends about what I should write about when I hit a road block so if they come up with anything I will post it. Here's to a new me

My hiatus

     I had taken a break for a while and for that I have kind of a generic overly predictable made for pureflix story to explain what has been going on. I made a few not so great choices about how to live my life and I don't know if that is a blessing or a curse. I also don't know if I will pay for those choices now or later. I think I already started to pay for them. I know not every hard time is a curse or a punishment from god but sometimes it seems like when you do something you're not supposed to something bad or that knock you on your butt comes along. I had one such happening recently in December, the loss of my car but now I'm focused and know what I have to do