My dreams for my ministry

            I never knew what to say when people asked "What's the end game?" I thought all ministries had one end game and that was to love people. That will always be our end game for the ministry. I feel like if I say I want to get the girls into church or I want at least one girl to get saved then I'm taking the plans from God or I'm belittling what He wants to do. So I just make the goal to love people in the industry. Here are my plans for the ministry.

• Current goals/needs: volunteers to go into the club and get some kind of schedule set in stone. We also need funding
• Future goals: bible studies and dinners for the ladies

May outreach

I'm praying about out reach for may. I have 2 places I want to try to go. It'll be on the 14th or 15th around 7:15pm.

Holly Madison contemplated suicide while living in the Playboy Mansion By Mark Gray

It wasn't all bunnies and skin baring in the legendary Playboy Mansion. One of the most famous former Playmate's is releasing a book, detailing life within the legendary digs, and it isn't pretty.
Holly Madison has penned a new memoir about being one of Hugh Hefner's live-in girlfriends and she's holding nothing back, it seems.
"Life inside the notorious Mansion wasn't a dream at all—and quickly became her nightmare," according to promotional material. "After losing her identity, her sense of self-worth, and her hope for the future, Holly found herself sitting alone in a bathtub contemplating suicide."
Apparently backstabbing and manipulation were common themes within the mansion.
"I'm excited to finally share my story and what I've learned from my personal experiences both inside and outside of the Playboy Mansion," Holly told Us Weekly. "I think my stories will surprise people and I'm looking forward to lifting the veil of mystique and clearing up the misconceptions so often associated with my life."
"Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny," will debut on June 23.
Sounds juicy!

Tonight

Tonight would have been our out reach but sadly no one wants to help out. I'm starting to think I'm crazy, or that people think I'm crazy. I will be so glad when the guy I'm dating is home full time, maybe he will help

Why I hate Muary

                 It seems like every time you turn on Muary he is doing a "whose the daddy of this kid?" show. Some of those have to be a desperate attempt to get on tv, which makes the people look bad. It makes every girl look bad. Why would you want to put it out there that you had sex with 10 guys so close that you don't know who the dad is? Then the people have annoying reactions 90% of the time. Some times you get the sweet "I wanna see my baby" reaction. It's just all very weird

Baby girl found dead same day parents were going on 'Maury' by ginger otis

An 8-month-old girl died in a Connecticut hotel room Wednesday hours before her parents were to appear on “The Maury Show” to determine her paternity, according to reports.

The family, from Ohio, flew to Stamford to tape an episode that would reveal the baby’s true father, the Stamford Advocate reported.

The baby died after getting wedged between the wall and mattress in the hotel, according to authorities.

She was found by her 27-year-old mother, who woke up early and made the tragic discovery.

The baby’s 25-year-old father was also in the room and backed up the mother’s story, according to the Advocate.

A 2-year-old boy also belonging to the couple was in the room and unharmed.

Medical examiners have yet to determine a cause of death, police said, according to the newspaper.

But an autopsy ruled out physical abuse, sexual abuse or neglect.

Police and producers for Maury Povich's talk show confirmed the couple had flown in from Ohio to appear in an episode.

They were supposed to tape their segment Wednesday, the same day the girl died, the newspaper reported.

Producers declined to say why the couple were going on to the show, which specializes in family drama.

But sources said “The Maury Show” planned to unveil the results of a DNA test to prove the identity of the child’s biological father, the Advocate reported.

March postponed

                  Tuesday was supposed to be our outreach but we are postponing it until we can get our team together. We are looking for men and women 21 or older for outreach. The guys will only be driving, they will not go in. Girls will go in to hand out gifts, hugs and prayers. Anyone younger than 21 and guys can pray and help with gift prep. please let me know if you can help!

The upside of 50 Shades

             Yes my darling Christian friends there's an upside to 50 shades of Grey. It's giving young couples the chance to talk frankly about what they will accept in their relationship. I know a lot of people are against it because it's anti woman but it's helping the conversation.

                The guy I'm dating and I talked about hitting and controlling. He said that he would never hit me and hurt me. He also let's me live my life and never tries to control me.

              This conversation needs to be had by all couples. I adore Zach I'm his princess and I am glad the movie made has forced us to have this conversation.

The sugar daddy epidemic

**DISCLAIMER: I'M NOT JUDGING ANYONE**

 

                     There's every kind of dating site and app you can imagine. One of the most misunderstood or controversial is seeking arrangement. If you don't know seeking arrangement is the sugar daddy/sugar baby version of  match. I did my research and I have some thoughts on the site, the relationships or "arrangements" and the people. Let's start with the babies.  Ok so the babies  are the ones that are receiving the money or gifts or trips. These girls come in all different varieties.

 

1. The career baby: the girl who just constantly has a "daddy" wither or not she has a job. I honestly cant judge these girls cause if they have a job the sugar daddy could just be for the experience or the "extras" in life.
2. The I need to make rent or a car payment baby: she may need just $10 a month or $100 just once to make sure she has enough to pay her bills. It's understandable to not have enough to pay your bills or just wanting to make sure you have extra or a safety net.
3. The just for experience baby: she may not need the money this may just be an experience for her. She may just want the extras.
4. The I just want to pay for school baby: She may just want to focus totally on her school work. She may just want to focus on her studies instead of having to worry about a job and school.

                    All of these babies have their reason so we shouldn't judge, actually we shouldn't judge anyone. For each baby there's a perfect daddy. There's  few different types of daddies but there's less catagories of daddies then there are babies.

1. The I just want my personal prostitute daddy: he wants to just have sex with his baby and maybe something else but mainly sex. He may not take her to events or anything.
2. The I want arm candy or travel buddy daddy: He may also want sex but he mainly wants arm candy or a travel buddy.
3. The I just want company daddy: he probably is just a lonely man who wants someone to pay him some attention

           
               These daddies don't all want sex. But they all want what a woman can offer. Some may be married or separated and I totally judged the married ones..... I'm sorry but I do.